The University

Thank God! I have finally finished all my college applications for the rest of my life.  No more stress.  Only that is not true, my biggest worry now is will I get in?  I am confident I will be accepted to the majority of the colleges I applied to except my number one choice, University of Delaware. It's an awful feeling and I brought it upon myself, I did not seek the help I needed in my math class, and my grade reflected that.  The University of Delaware is a perfect fit for me, it is not far from my house but far enough away that I can experience living on campus on my own.  Many of my close friends will be attending, and I feel comfortable with area and the campus.  Most of all, my best friend is planning on attending the university and we had already planned to live together, it will be disappointing for both of us if I am not admitted.   Whether or not I am accepted, this situation has matured me, and taught the lesson that when I'm off to college I cannot slack, and have to keep up with the classes.  Fortunately, there are many of other colleges that would love to have me and I am grateful for this.  Don't get me wrong, I believe I still have a chance with The University of Delaware or else I would not have wasted the 75 dollars on the application ( which is absurd if you ask me).  At this point all I can do is pray and enjoy my final year of high school.